used_to_say

im used to that (doves, doves)
im used to that
how could i ever get used to missing that
and if you give it up, you cant take it back
drugs have been keeping me up at night
under club lights, im such a mess tonight
i couldnt wait to be back home
one more show then i can be alone
i feel so bad when she sings my songs
she sounds so alone, like shes used to that
shes used to that, shes used to that
shes used to that, shes used to that
she feels so bad, the way i sing my songs
i sound so alone and im used to that
im used to that, i want it back
im true to it, go through with this
im moving back to where im from
i had you in nothing but black then
now i only speak of you in past tense
thought i had it, i couldnt grasp it
now its slipping away into blackness
im used to that, im using that
i want you bad, i want the black
and you want to see me in past tense
i had you in nothing but black then
and i was in the party, you were at the gate
and i could call you in and we could slip away
and maybe we could talk if i could stay awake
but i just took a clip and im fading away
you cant help, youre too late (time spent painted in white)
recalling all the words you said
like i could ever fall for that (eyes mint, amber and blind)
i was just a f**k you had
like you would ever love me back (time spent painted in white)
visions keep me up at night
poison warms the cold inside (eyes mint, amber and blind)
like my life through your eyes